Edit: I know I'm mad because normally when I get mad I just look up and it helps me feel less angry but I'm so mad that I CAN'T look up. Not won't but I try and my eyes just go down. My head won't stay facing up. So. Incredibly. Mad.
I have so many thoughts it's almost impossible to focus. Ugh. Work is horrible right now. I'm in a department of all women and they just turn on you in a second. It's worse because we're all adults so technically shouldn't we just be acting like humans and treating each other if not nicely then politely? I want to slam my face into the computer screen every five seconds.
Politics are freaking me out. Canada is going into an election and it's bringing crazies out on facebook. Everyone is entitled to their opinions but why do they all have to be extremist views about everything? GUNS ARE BAD LET'S GET RID OF ALL GUNS. GUNS ARE GOOD EVERYONE NEEDS MORE GUNS. BOO PRISONS ARE BAD KILL ALL THE PRISONERS. PRISONS HELP PEOPLE GET THEIR LIVES ON TRACK YAY PRISONS. I can't even follow these thoughts anymore.
I just read The Hunger Games trilogy. I love these books so much now. I'm so excited there is going to be a movie! I can't wait to see it. It did make me think about 2012 and what's currently going with the natural disasters. 2012 isn't something that's supposed to happen at once not like Y2K (I can't believe we were terrified that electronics were going to revert to 1900). The Mayan calendar ends at 2012 because that's simply when they stopped counting. People are attributing all of the natural disasters/current wars to the world ending which is kind of a self fulfilling prophecy, isn't it? The Hunger Games had a line about how their world changed due to natural disasters changing the land scape. That is what's happening but it could have happened at any time. Maybe nature thinks "Yea we let those guys expand for a really long time but mostly they're killing us so we're going to have to take back the land?" We've been growing more and building more and higher for a really long time. We've had a hundred years of amazing growth with cities, amazing amounts of technological movements. Is it time to take a moment and pause for nature's sake?
I'm still sick. I've been sick for a few days and right now I'm really dizzy which is freaking me out like no other. Medicine is also making me slightly incoherent. The other day I called in to work and all I remember saying is "Oh shit" because that is obviously a very appropriate sick call. So tired. I bet this whole post makes no sense. I should stop typing.